Embrace

You won't catch me

Writing about rainbows

And pretty unicorns

There is too little happiness

In this world of woe

Begotten Bastards 

Like me are escoriated

Aliens on the wrong planet

Trying to run out the clock

Of the sport of life

Where the final horn

Is blown by those belonging

To this strange species

I'm supposed to be part of

The crowded overfilled room

Of jabbering monkeys I can't 

Understand but 15% of what

I don't know anymore

Worse thing than growing old

Uselessly used up and tossed

Like a dirty rag of filth

Into the fire to be destroyed

By being invisible unseen 

But being bumped around

Like some half empty soccer ball

That can't bounce anymore

Because the joints hurts so much

And moving out of the way

Is no longer a viable option

To be placed for a vote

Up or down or no or yes

I've given up and lost so much

Most of it stolen by my own

Stupidity seen so obvious to others 

That I can't be real anymore

Than I can be false to anyone  

And never accepted for my offering

My life and love to another 

Gone now forever in memory

But to never be embraced again.