Future Days Remembered

When discontented I've become

I have future days remembered

Forgotten now in non-linear time

Gray clouds float past the present

Fill my skies with blood red sunsets

And fogbound realities surrounded

In gentle storms of tunes destruction

Of Autumn's promised hot seduction

Clammering for a lover's lost touch

Surrendered to the dark night freightened

I grope for hidden passages unfound

To the other places never seen in sound

Of music I never practiced well or long

Forgive me all of my sins unbidden here 

Transgressions of torturous visions scarred

All matted by honeyed poison taken once

Back to the beginning of my existence emptied

My hollow endings repeated eternally.