A Lyric Question

There are other's dreams I can relate to

I've lived some in my twisted life for real

Most times Prince Charming to her rescue

At other times I failed because I was a heel

I don't ever ever want to love like that again

I can't replace the love that filed up my life

I don't ever ever want to love like that again

I can't see me ever taking yet another wife

I've been around this block too many times now

All the sights are boring and look the same 

There can't ever be a new field for me to plow

My youth is gone and my heart has gone lame

I don't ever ever want to love like that again

I can't replace the love that filed up my life

I don't ever ever want to love like that again

I can't see me ever taking yet another wife

Somehow all women know that i am lonely

Is it something that's written cross my brow

I don't return any of their lovely smiles at me

My eyes are closed and my head is bowed

I don't ever ever want to love like that again

I can't replace the love that filed up my life

I don't ever ever want to love like that again

I can't see me ever taking yet another wife

She was my princess and my lady love

She was also a raging tigress in our bed

She flew away like a very startled dove

She left me standing alone in a place I dread

I don't ever ever want to love like that again

I can't replace the love that filed up my life

I don't ever ever want to love like that again

I can't see me ever taking yet another wife

Why can't I get over that she's dead and gone

Why can't I find someone to be my mate

I can not blame her for what our fate had been

I am just here in silent solitude and while I wait

I don't ever ever want to love like that again

I can't replace the love that filed up my life

I don't ever ever want to love like that again

I can't see me ever taking yet another wife